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oh dear!

2011-10-25T23:36:00.001+08:00

hey peeps! Is it just me or October is gonna end soon? like next week?

Oh man I didn’t know it’s November next week ! man I didn’t even realise it! Time passes so fast! 2011 is gonna end SOON ><

coming up in the list:

1. Mock exam

2. Additional classes

3. CBE!!

4. Christmas > Year-end. NEW YEAR (2012)

GOSH.

sorry that have not been updating my blog lately, am busy with my studies. that I deactivated my FB account for my own good. which explains why you see the super long ~~and ugly~~ facebook badge at the side >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I shall log off now. Having test tomorrow >< hope question aren’t difficult @@ please have mercy on us!

Ciao n good night~~ zz

-this is an impromptu post-

If I were a Korean..

2011-10-11T00:16:00.001+08:00

IF I were a Korean. I would definitely look like …

THIS

(guess who I morphed with) :)

OHHHHHHHH MYY!! I’m addicted to this thing!! @@ feels like I’m undergoing a virtual plastic surgery online. And It never gets enough! :D

Dad’s Birthday dinner

2011-09-22T23:17:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to my daddy. Yea it’s his birthday today (well supposed to be tomorrow, but we celebrated a day earlier). Had buffet dinner at Lok Thian, it was kinda grand to me, a dinner with family, friends and the neighborhood. I didn’t take much pictures, just a few nice ones.

erm buffet?

this cake is huge. like real huge, i dare not to carry this

Bumble Bee! Looks cute but don’t be deceived. Don’t judge a cake by its look. I’m not gonna say which bakery did we buy it from. All the kids are eye-ing on this cake, the eyes, the wings, the tail, the little flowers besides. I think it’s marshmellow, too sweet. seriously. TOO SWEET. Until I have toothache after eating this. FML, toothache till now.

Family photo. Cliche as it sounds, I think this is the first time we had a family photo after onlyGodknows years.

Together with Grandpa hehe My favourite grandpa ^^ He came all the way from Miri.

Together with all the kids. Look they are all eye-ing on that bumble-bee.

That’s all for tonight. Ciao

To all guys/man/future Dads-to-be, please treat your daughter(s) nicely, sayang her more, interact, concern more of her progress or anything. Don’t make her hate you. This is my kind advice, whether to take it or not it’s up to you.

That Women

2011-09-20T23:43:00.001+08:00

One woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow everyday,
That woman is laughing and crying.

Just How
How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.
This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer a little more
If I take one step closer to you,
then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you now.
That woman is crying.

That woman now is very careful
Therefore, to learning a method of smile
Even can not talk with best friend too much
So the woman’s heart is always crying

So that woman is loving you
Such a fool. Because it is such a fool
can you hug me?
I also want to be loved, my dear
Day by day in my heart, only in my heart
just like this calling you
That woman, is still in your side

That woman is me, do you know ?
Or You know it but still act this ?
You really do not know,because you´re a big fool

Just How
How much more do I have to gaze at you alone.
This love that came like the wind, This love like a beggar.
If I continue this way, will you love me?
Just come a little nearer a little more
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you now.
That woman is crying.

I who love you am next to you, just come a little nearer a little more. Sigh how sad this song appears to be. So beautiful :’) , yet saddening.

New hair cut

2011-08-21T19:55:00.001+08:00

Had my new hair cut this afternoon. This is the shortest hair style that I’ve ever had. No kidding. It’s even shorter than the hair style I used to have in my kindergarten times.

I feel so young after this hair cut. :3 Do I look like I’m 18? :P I feel like dying my hair too. Soon maybe after I have my new IC done.

Having class tomorrow. :O Hope I’m wont be dealing with huge reactions tomorrow.

I’m off to study now. Promise myself to study like a boss tonight. Ciao peeps. :P

as-hole-ness

2011-08-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

I know I'm an asshole friend. So are you. Nothing better

I LOOOOOOOOVE

2011-08-13T19:41:00.001+08:00

went shopping with the 2 bimbos just now.. and…

this

I love this dress!! awwwwww <3

I had serious eye bags here, I’m not gonna frighten all of you. So I censored it with this huge spec cartoon. :)

My sohai pic of the day. Sometimes you just need to have this sohai face. Society made me to. Sigh life.

We managed to squeeze into the small fitting room @ Padini. Poor Karen she’s the one who always squat down. =)

Shopping enlightens my mood. Bought my masks finally

TNT

tests on next week yikes :|

manicure

2011-08-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

My first ever successful French manicure that I’ve ever done.

Maybe I should add some glittering stuffs on it right? Too bad I don’t have any rhinestone at home. I’ll try add it on tomorrow.

TNT :)

FML

2011-08-06T13:32:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it hurts when such words are coming out of your mouth. I might not show it but deep down you might have stabbed me unintended. Have faith? I don’t know. Keep my pride? I’m losing faith. Feeling so weary. I’m gonna take my nap now. It’s at times when I need my mask the most & I ran out of them at home. FML

Legally 18

2011-08-04T00:49:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me! ^^ & I’m already legally 18! No longer a kid, am not allowed to be childish anymore.

Birthday this year started off kinda normal. Class in the morning, study in the afternoon & tuition my niece at night. Everything was normal. But I had fun in school today. Gossiping (didn’t talk bad about others kay) & laughing like always. :) Thank goodness that I didn’t get slapped on the face today *phew*

Presents I got this year :)

2PM Take Off Japanese mini album ^^ *hearts*

The Inside. SEE WOOYOUNG?!?! ^^ It comes with a CD & DVD in it

Yi bought me this ^^ I remember we saw this at the shop beside MBO the day we watched HP7

& I got 2 Dream High Posters too.. with WooYoung (as Jason) in it!! :) *hearts*

The hoodie Tee my cousin bought for my birthday present. She bought me kimbum (I’m not so sure about the spelling) too. This is my first time trying korean food :)

& also not to forget the WooYoung bookmark I received earlier on ^^

and there’s this aunty (my mum’s friend) not blood-related kay, she cooked 2 hard-boiled eggs (nicely peeled off oh) , 1 steamed chicken drumstick, & curry for me. She even delivered to my house when I was SLEEPING that afternoon! Honestly speaking, I’m kinda touched. I’m not even her daughter, nor her blood-related relative, she still cooked me such great food. & most of all the hard boiled eggs were peeled off nicely some more. How nice

Thank you those for remembering my birthday! ^^ this year I hide my birthday on my FB wall, just to save all the hassles to reply every wall posts, one by one. But there’s also some that posted & sent me SMS. Yea I planned to reply those SMS only tomorrow morning when I reload. I’m lazy. X)

I’m so blessed to have all of you here, my family, friends & to those that care. Dear all once again thank you! It really warms my heart. :) Really appreciate it.

When I’m legally 18, I’m trying to be wiser & no more acting like a kid. Life is still a long journey for me to walk through.

ROAR’’ `.`

I’m no more a baby cub

Have you all had this experience, where you lost your childhood play toy & deep in heart you know were the one who AGREED to give it away in the first place (no matter how you want not to admit that) ?? Do you feel the pain?? I just did. My dad said we gave my 2 (or 3) beyblades to my neighbour cause they were already spoilt at that time. THE BEYBLADES WITH SPARKS WHEN YOU MAKE IT SPINS ON THE FLOOR; and the one WITH FLASHY LED LIGHTS WHEN IT SPINS ON THE FLOOR. Aduuiiii. .____.

It's my birthday & you know it, yet you didn't wish me a proper Birthday Wish. I get kinda upset at you though. ~~You deserve to be treated mean every time I see you~~. I’m just saying. ><

TNT!

Hearts ♥ (Part 2)

2011-07-30T23:47:00.001+08:00

From Part 1,

So yea we walked to Kuching Fest after that.

Outside Ephant. See the blue shop over there? that's Ephant. Not Elephant (although most of the people will misspell it as Elephant Cafe & Bistro)

Kuching Fest Stalls. ^^

The First stall we did business with.

Showing off with the peanut ice-cream haha

It’s actually poh-piah skin with peanut spreads and 3 scoops of ice-cream. That’s all. Nothing special. This cost RM3!! Bloody hell. RM1 for each scoop of ice cream. ~.~

The second stall karen visited. ~.~

The reason I took a pic of this stall, is not because we bought food there but the name. It’s too bright so can’t really see. It’s 鸭王 (read as yak-wang) – ‘Duck King’ . So when I saw this stall, I was like ‘WTF What on earth did they get a name like this for their stall?!?! Do they offer ducks (as in male-prostitute)?’

Nice view. IF you can’t find any tables, you might just as well bring your food & sit down here having picnic under the moonlight ^^

Pinky Bong ^^ Pinky is not pink today.

^^V

Me & Karen :) Poor lighting.

AND I saw my idol oppa at Kuching fest! I was so strucked that I kept saying ‘Hi’ & I totally went numb that I didn’t know what to say to him. He was very very friendly, I think he actually was waiting for a short conversation, But I was so shy that I straight went off after saying ~~my longest~~ Hi ~~ever~~ to him. HAIYA WHY WHY WHY

& To my Bimbos :

*Hearts* Really had a great day tonight!! and most of all I love the Digital Single! *It took me just 15 mins to finish the first CD T_T* At least there’s some mv photo shoot at the album cover there hehe. I love those posters too! & EVERTHING. Yi gave me a bracelet too ^^ fits on me.

I love u girls *hearts* & the rest overboard, I miss u all too! Too bad can’t join us at Kuching Fest this year. But there’s always a chance :)

I’m not gonna post all my early birthday present tonight. Maybe on my next post. Cause my phone is connected to the pc via USB now.

P/S karen, I haven’t read your letter yet.. I think I see your wordings already want hin le. hahaha just kidding ^^ I’ll read the letter after this. & ya next time if you want to write a love letter to me please put it into an envelope la, (don’t fold it into aeroplane) if not I’ll treat it as rough paper & throw it away. (Originally I was about to throw the filter box, if you didn’t tell me there’s a letter inside the box) x)

That’s all for tonight.

TNT!

I’m blessed :) Good Night chacha!

Hearts ♥ (Part 1)

2011-07-30T22:50:00.001+08:00

I’m so happy tonight!! I’m as happy as a lark . Flying like a G6 yo! hehe Went out with my bimbos. I treated them dinner at Ephant, for my early birthday celebration. Since they aren’t free on Tuesday night. :)

(I’m gonna split this post into 2, coz there will be quite a number of pichas, so I guess It’ll be kinda heavy If I cram them all in 1 post ^^)

My food. Yea I know it looked kinda disgusting, coz I was eating halfway & just thought of taking the pic down. The Grilled Lamb Chop is nice though. Not bad tasting ^^

One Of my bimbos. Karen ^^ Candid shot hehe

This pic is nice ^^ Love her smile,

P/S karen remember to set this as profile picture!! I’m so sick of that bunny

Food. :)

Asked karen to take this pic for me ^^ (or was yi the one who took this?)

Me & my bimbo ^^ , Yi

I just ruined the whole picture!!! This is supposed to be a PERFECT 3 BIMBOS SELCA!!
What on Earth was I thinking?!?!

The staff at Ephant took this for us. It’s blurry. Too bad this is the only ‘formal’ pics of us 3. So sad :(

When there’s a FULL-LENGTH mirror & a camera with a girl, this is what they will do. :p

CAMWHORING!! Thank You mirror :)

me & yi. She squat down a bit just to not make me look stupid by my height. haha Must be tired for her cause she was wearing high heels. :)

Blame the flash. pfft

We stayed at Ephant for about 2 hours+. & next we walked to Kuching Fest. Since it is just opposite / across the shop houses there, a 5 minutes walk from the cafe.

My next post will be about Kuching Fest. :D

-To Be Continued-

The Peeping Tom

2011-07-29T18:07:00.004+08:00

There’s this saying ‘The Peeping Tom’ , about a person who gets pleasure of seeing a naked view of others secretly. Well, there’s a story behind this saying actually. (You can google it up if you like)

According to legend a man named Leofric taxed the people of Coventry(place) heavily. His wife, lady Godiva, begged him not to. Leofric said he would end the tax if she rode through the streets of Coventry naked. So she did. Well, everybody in the place was supposed to stay indoors with shutters closed. But this peeping Tom had a sneaky look at Godiva.

Just like this

‘The peeping tom’ hehehe

& this Peeping Tom was strucked blind afterwards.

So yea, the moral of the story is: don't peep at someone when he/she is disrobing. The chances are you might get strucked by thunder just like peeping tom. :D

Just for laugh?

TNT :D

*Credits to Elaine that took this pic ^^

Just A Kiss

2011-07-29T17:49:00.001+08:00

Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

-I don't want to mess this thing up, I don't want to push too far-

Selca’s :)

2011-07-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

I have been trying to get a pretty selca wink. But out of the dozens I took, 99% of them are retarded. MY WINK IS SO RETARDED THAT I WISH I COULD HAVE KHUNNIE’S WINK!!! So retarded till I ~~straightaway deleted them after taking~~ wouldn’t dare to post most of them up here..

feels like some nerves on my face got plucked. = =

I kinda like this. :D not too bad though heheh *praising myself* ♥_♥

but ~~a bit~~ failed.

This. If I were to rank my retarded-ness from 1-10. This would rank top.

& followed by this. My hand. = =

ang-ang inspired. hehehe ♥_♥

babywoo

AND

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& THIS!! This is the only normal-not-so-retarded wink that I took hehee

*wink*

GOOD NIGHT PEEPS!

TOMORROW WILL BE A NICE DAY !

*winkwink*

TNT ^^

Dinner

2011-07-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

Went eating out with my cousin’s family just now. Niece’s 11th Birthday, at The Junk. Just in case if any of you don’t know where’s the place, It’s at Wayang Street, opposite St Mary School. Beside my Grandpa shop (the very very decent soya bean sauce shop - Lau Tek Ki). Times when I used to accompany my grandma going down the shop from grandpa house by foot, all the way. Every weekend. Nostalgic moment. Hah.

Cousin & her 3 daughters. Yea my cousin has 3 kids already & the youngest is already 7 years old. FYI, I’m the youngest in the family.

Poolside party birthday cake.

My dinner. :O

I ordered carbonara. Honestly, doesn’t really taste nice. I’m not sure about others. Mine wasn’t really good. Like you see, the plate is already THIS huge, let alone the amount. I couldn’t finish the whole plate in the end. As if I’m gonna puke after eating.

As for the place, it’s kinda nice. Cozy & very very romantic. I love the place. The business there is quite good though. Saw Ang-mos, China men , Japanese, & local people of course, Wayang Street people – my cousin. She used to live in this shop, before it was taken over by The Junk of course.

The antique lighting.

So yea, originally I was planning to have my own birthday dinner at this place too, next week since I’ve never been to this place. But after tonight, I don’t think I wanna come here, once will do. Menu- not my type. I’ll add this into my list again. :O Maybe I’ll think of another place?

& FML I went into the wrong toilet again. =______= this isn’t the first time happening. I think I went into the staffs toilet. or the male’s toilet?!?! FML I should ask for direction before heading to the toilet next time.

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The moment when you see someone online. ‘should I say hi? Yes ? No? What to talk about? Maybe ppl think I’m annoying? Should I? o Should I not? *pondering & hesitating whether to start a convo* That person already went offline. OH !@#$~% FML

Ciao off to bed. I got to sleep early, Doc says I don’t get enough sleep.

T______________T

TNT.

for your skin ^^

2011-07-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

Just wanna share some product I bought from Cosway.

Here’s it. Bioglo Clear Pore Deep Cleansing Mask. I just bought this on Saturday – the day I skipped Pengajian Malaysia Class – haha .

I bought this at RM23.90 (at member price). Normal retail price is RM29.

It comes along with instructions leaflet. Brief Instructions.

Step 1. Clean face

Step 2. Pinch the gel onto your fingers & apply on face.

Step 3. Wait for it to dry (about 15-20 minutes)

Step 4. Tear mask off.

Me with the mask. I looked like a ninja on mission. I don’t apply all over my face cause I have lots of facial hair, it might hurt when I tear off the mask. I only apply across my T-Zone & to some part of my cheeks. Cause that’s where I have lots of blackheads/whiteheads.

-20 minutes later-

I peeled my mask, It does hurt a bit. -a Bit only la- I don’t see any blackheads / whiteheads coming off, maybe there are, just that I couldn’t see. All I saw was my teeny-weeny facial hair got peeled off. LOL

This is my first time using this product. I don’t know how effective it is. Gonna try it a few more times. It’s really refreshing after applying the mask & cleaning my face off with toner. It’s always good to pamper yourself once in a while. ^^

AWWWWW

2011-07-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

ngehehehee I’m lazy to talk. Let the pics do the job :3

The trash I created just to unwrap the thing I got. It’s 4 layers thick. HAHA jiak-bah-bo-shu-jho.

But honestly I kinda enjoy peeling off those cellophane tapes layer by layer. Hahah

LOVES

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ WOOYOUNG OPPA!!! ♥♥♥♥

Took me quite some time to tell which is WooYoung hahah, but I can tell which is Khunnie straight away!! noooooo

From left, Jaebeom, Taec, WooYoung, Khunnie, Chansung, JunHo & JunSu (The Jun Brothers) ^^

See the highlighted drawing?? or Is it not obvious enough??

Ling drew it herself! I like this very much ♥ I’ll stick it on my hardcover notebook ^^

Thank You very much hehehe I’m Surprised. ^^ I thought it’s a Birthday Card at first!!

갑사합니다 !!!

& HARRY POTTER IS BEYOND AWESOME! It has finally ended. I believe Harry Potter will stay in my heart like a lifetime. It’s not just ordinary movie, I grew up reading & watching Harry Potter series. Well, some of you feel that too right? The ten years that had gone, really meant a lot.

Today’s a fruitful day. Thank You God. This Is Life. :)

TNT!

- Live Every Day To The Fullest :3 -

I’m so gonna push the right button to make you talk more to me,

without me initiating the first convo. >:D

Zzz

2011-07-02T23:04:00.001+08:00

I saw this piece of notes on FB, posted by some sort of page, do have a read

做不成男女朋友、做个特别的朋友

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人，

但是，又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种，

彼此不能成为男女朋友，只能做个特别的朋友……

也许是为了朋友之间的义气，不能归属。

也许是为了顾及家人的意见，不能归位。

也许是为了自己的前程，不能承诺。

也许是相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许是相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。

也许是回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

也许彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线……

不过即使没在一起，

彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉，

仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。

但是彼此心底清楚，

对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

因为有了彼此，心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……

即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街，

还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

彼此有喜欢的人，口头上会说不吃醋，

心里却会觉得胃疼……

对方遇到困难时，

会尽全力伸出援助之手，

不会计较谁又欠了谁。

对方生病了，

会缴尽脑汁找药方，

恨不得变成护士，陪伴在身旁……

每个人这辈子，

心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，

很矛盾的行为。

一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的，

但久了，突然发现这样最好。

宁愿这样关心对方的心情，

总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……

做不成男女朋友，

当个特别的朋友，

有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢

很多的感情，

都败在了现实的面前……

友情可以演变成为爱情，

爱情最终进化成为亲情，

彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……

人生不过百年……

能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩，

能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手，

能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开，

能成为红颜知己，请别刻意离开！

珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉

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It’s cool. No offence but I think this is bullshit. bleh

That Should Be Me

2011-07-02T17:35:00.001+08:00

I’m listening to this song > That Should Be Me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m NOT ‘belieber’ okay. Bleh

Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me
I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours,that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
That should be me

*If this is the other way round

Apparently the lyrics just keep repeating, memorizing this lyrics ain’t that hard. Easy-peasy.

Sky is getting pretty dark now.. It’s gonna rain VERY VERY HEAVILY. Well, I’ll go take a nap before dinner.

Ciao

Shioknya

2011-07-01T23:17:00.001+08:00

I do not know why I feel so shiok tonight. ngehehehehe maybe :-

1. I ate Ppusyeo ppusyeo ( korean maggie snacks promoted by Jo-Kwon ) wahahahaha

My friend bought this. I went hysterical (kinda) though. LOL I must be insane.

Ppusyeo ppusyeo

2. I saw a player. Real player. After So Long. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

I feel really great tonight. Has been quite a long time since I felt this way. Thank You :)

Still having Pengajian Malaysia test tomorrow afternoon, & haven’t finished revising YET :/ oh wells..

Jalja!

#Now Playing Hello by SHINee

I’m starting to love K-Pop! <3

Short

2011-06-28T22:52:00.001+08:00

For the very first time, mum praised me in my driving!!! which was yesterday. This really boost my confidence really no kidding. :D

Frankly speaking, driving is no big deal –nothing , but driving in Manual IS something. Especially for newbie like me.

I’m going to bed now. Have been trying to maintain a healthy life-style recently, adjusting myself to the ‘proper’ sleeping time, instead of the sleep-late-midnight-and-have-to-wake-up-early lifestyle. I’m pretty sick lately though, migraine. Haih.

사랑해요 잘자 ㅋㅋㅋ ^^

Nights! TNT ^^

P/s I know this title has no relevance to the post, please do forgive my randomness. :)

Hands Up!

2011-06-25T20:38:00.001+08:00

p-p-p-p-put your hands up!

Hands Up!

from left, Nichkhun, Taecyeon, & WooYoung!! I love this trio ^^

Individuals shots of 2PM :)

Blonde WooYoung <3

I set this as my phone’s wallpaper hahhaha

Muacks ^^

Here’s 2PM comeback, Hands Up! All you have to do is to put your hands up! That’s it. Enjoy! ^^

TNT :)

心理测验 ^^

2011-06-25T20:18:00.002+08:00

1. 你有吃早餐的习惯？有~~2 没有~~3

2. 你养过宠物？有~~7 没有~~3

3. 你有工作经验？有~~7 没有~~4

4. 你有好的运动细胞？有~~8 没有~~5

5. 你现在正在减肥？是~~9 不是~~6

6. 你认为看电影一定要吃零食？是~~9 不是~~10

7. 你觉得地球上出现过外星人？有~~8 没有~~11

8. 你曾有过很多恋情？是~~12 不是~~9

9. 你很少看漫画书？是~~13 不是~~10

10. 你到KTV就会唱个不停？是~~13 不是~~14

11. 你喜欢吃三明治？喜欢~~14 不喜欢~~12

12. 你会自创不同的菜式？会~~15 不会~~13

13. 你很会画插画？是~~A型不是~~B型

14. 你喜欢格子图案？喜欢~~C型不喜欢~~D型

15. 你很想出国上学？是~~E型不是F型

16. 你曾参加过某明星的后援会？有~~G型没有~~H型

A型人~~

不管是熟人还是陌生人，你都会主动与对方交谈，你给人的感觉很活泼也很大方且并不唐突，所以你并不惹人讨厌，你给人的第一个印象不错，你的思维过于活跃，所以身边总是很多朋友，但知心的并没有几个，你太贪玩，表面看似和谁都能相约吃饭，逛街，做一些亲密的事，这样会让你真正的好朋友怀疑到底与你之间的友谊是哪种，对方可能不能确定与你要好的程度，而如果对方又是不喜欢表达的人，这种情绪会越积越多，到最后不可负荷时，爆发出来，可能受伤的反而是你。所以注意一下自己的表现，你应该对不管是友情还是其他感情，都有鲜明的态度，这样才

不会有不必要的误会和遗憾。

B型人~~

有你在的地方一定有欢笑，你善良，调皮，任性，霸道与贴心。你看起来活泼好动，但实际内心深处，你有些自卑而自负，你希望自己能把事情做到最好，你很在乎别人对你的评价，你的性格像小孩，单纯直接，情绪化，喜怒哀乐写在脸上，你没有心机，但也缺少些自我保护的能力，你表面看来很容易相处，但想要走进你的内心世界其实并不容易，你需要人家的鼓励，包容，宠爱和肯定，其实你也常常自我反省，你希望自己能做到起码80%的完美，但你似乎没那个毅力，所以你的情绪变化无常，一定是被这些因素困扰的。

C型人~~

你是择善固执的坚持派，有人与你聊天，你可以天马星空的聊，但你不会主动找对方聊天。你很有原则也很被动，你总是习惯呆在自己的世界里，你在朋友的眼里是比较难深交的人，大家感觉你和人交往，总是点到为止，你心里的那片天地不对外开放，也很保护自己的私隐。

D 型人~~

你是积极努力认真派，你对自己要求很高，但一旦遇到和你脾气相似的人，你们就很有惺惺相惜的感觉，因而相谈甚欢。你虽然表面看起来有些严肃，但是其实你单纯善良，你的想法总是积极的，你有很强的自我调节能力，所以即使你遇到苦难，也能很好的处理，你在朋友是最乖的朋友，因为当你真心喜欢一个人的时候，你的贴心和用心会不自然的流露出来，你个朋友的关系看似平淡，但其实双方心里的挂念，彼此都知道。

E型人~~

你开朗没心机，你对朋友很大方，也很周到你很舍得在朋友身上花钱，你看起来漫不经心，实际上你做事很有条理。一旦你要做，就会做得很快，可是往往你懒于去做，你很喜欢说话，你喜欢与别人交流意见，尤其是自己了解的事，你比较好强，可是那种好强并没给他人带来困扰。

F型人~~

你的废话不多，你喜欢观察，不管是人还是事物，你的心思慎密，眼光独到，你总能看出别人看不出的细节，你做事很有计划，这让朋友和你相处起来十分安心，因为你不仅把自己处理得很稳妥，空闲时，还能帮朋友做一些小事，你能掌握别人的想法，你的观点总是比较有建材，也很特别，你很理智和现实，你不喜欢天马行空的乱想，你觉得那样没意义。

G型人~~

你不喜欢想得太远，只要眼下快乐就好，你没什么想像力，你每天关心的是今天要做什么，怎么做。你的生活很简单，正常吃，喝，睡，闷了找人聊点无关要紧的事情，把事情打发走。你对生活中的快乐与烦恼看得很开，你是个很容易满足的人。

H型人~~

你是和善亲切自然派，你生性豪爽，在你心里没什么过不去的事！你不自卑，不自负也不自私，人生对你而言跟玩似的，困难和不安到你那里，很快就消失，朋友与你一起很舒服，看起来对什么都不在乎的你，会把这种无所谓带给朋友，让对方也能很快走出低痱的情绪。

Which One are you?? I'm B~ :/ Bleh

♥

2011-06-24T22:58:00.001+08:00

郁可唯 - 好朋友只是朋友

好朋友只是朋友

作词：黄婷

作曲：徐伟铭

听你说什么我都很快乐

接近你连影子都微笑着

几千只纸鹤你都耐心地陪着我折

却怎么都折不掉那道无形的隔阂

越懂你陪着你就越寂寞

灵魂那么美我却碰不得

感觉再炽热也不能让飞蛾去扑火

靠近你的梦难道就能不是我

好朋友只是朋友

还是朋友不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后

就一个人走无所求

好朋友只是朋友

只能保留一点点温柔

我知道什么时候回头

不打扰你的自由

认识你也许我就足够了

缘分的深浅我都不管了

可能你感动也看不见我心如刀割

哪怕很痛过至少就不算错过

好朋友只是朋友还是朋友

不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后就一个人走

无所求

好朋友只是朋友

只能保留一点点温柔

我知道什么时候回头

不打扰你的自由

爱人不是最好的朋友

朋友再好也不能牵手

感情在天平两头谁都怕太沉重

好朋友只是朋友还是朋友

不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后还是一个人走

无所求

好朋友只是朋友

只能保留一点点温柔

我知道什么时候回头

不打扰你的自由

Somehow.. Are u thinking what I'm thinking? :)

Some old pichas ^^

2011-06-19T22:24:00.001+08:00

Was too bored then I started taking pichas of me when I was very very small. I looked so pretty when I was a little girl awwww *perasan me* WAKAKAKA All these pics I’ve taken are all in my room. You’ll see all these pics when you get into my room hahaha

This is when am still in kindy. My mum told me I gave this sandals I was wearing to my neighbor, a BOY. AHAHAHA I was laughing so hard at my own ‘kindness’ . XD

Giving a girl sandal to a boy? But, if memory didn’t serve me wrong, I remembered I sort of ‘modified’ (you know what I mean la) this sandals? How could I give this sandals to him??

8 months old ^^ First ever photo

13 months old.. 1 year old already ^^

4 Years old

took this pic at Jerutong Park at Brunei. I look so big girl in this picture. :O

6 years old. year 1999. ~.~ at grandparent’s old house in Miri

TNT! :)

Father’s Day Dinner

2011-06-19T21:48:00.001+08:00

Just back from Father’s Day Dinner at Lok Thian. Buffet dinner. I am so FULL…… so bloated till I can vomit if I stuff any more food into my stomach. Really no kidding. The shio-du ‘BBQ-ed pork’ not nice at all, I only ate 2 pieces I think. Lots of different kind of food, like Thai food, Japanese, but Chinese food mainly. My gum aches so I didn’t eat most of the food, only ate those not spicy. Ate only the Japanese food & some fried rice that’s all. lousy me.

Didn’t take much pichas. My phone camera sucks sometimes.. :x

Mum. LOL

Happy Father’s Day :)

The Chinese food section

The ‘Shio-du’. Look so disgusting. *puke*

Hugged my Dad this morning just after I woke up ^^ Have you all hugged your dad already?? If not, what are you waiting for? Go hug him now! :)

Happy Father’s Day, D !

New Playlist ^^

2011-06-15T23:11:00.001+08:00

I just discovered this playlist like few days ago. Like it? Please do leave some comment ^^

My book is in front of me now but I can't seem to study anything at all, the only thing I did was to do those exercises in the book. 3 weeks of holidays really get me to be lazy. Luckily I have this job as my part time, if not, worse comes worst I wont be touching anything related to account.

Like I said, I’m already having holidays now. My T1 & T2 lessons ended already, so far so good. I like what I’m studying now. Sunway isn’t bad though. Starting to know some new friends already. ^^ Environment there ain’t that bad as I thought. ngehehe. there’s the pic I have. Our very first class pic. Frankly speaking I got to thanks the person who brought that camera. *eye-rolling* I couldn’t believe I said that. Wait I should stop being so prejudice :/ & you know what, me & Elaine screamed after taking this pic after knowing that this camera wasn’t teacher’s. We thought teacher brought his camera & wanted to have a group pic with us! So embarrassing.

That was the first time I screamed like that in class though. No Kidding :/ Not even in high school.

Too Bad there’s a guy missing in this pic :( & teacher didn’t join us!!

P/S Got this pic from Jocelyn’s blog ^^

Gonna do few more exercise before going to bed. Work tomorrow

Thats all for now. TNT :)

-No Title-

2011-06-09T00:26:00.001+08:00

I won’t be whinning anymore. But I really can’t help it sometimes. urgh. I wonder. Hmm *deeeep in thoughts*

Share it out :)

2011-06-09T00:10:00.001+08:00

Read this article on FB. I like this very very much :) aha few more months before I’m legally 18! :)

满了18，你就要这样

1.转身，要比眼泪快。

这是必须。

过了18岁，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过。

要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。

别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

2.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。

可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。

过了18岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

3.谁对你好，你就对谁好。

人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。

过了18岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

4.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。

此时不搏何时搏？不是屁话

过了18岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？……

过了18岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

5.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。

对自己心软，成不了大事。

过了18岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

6.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。

你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的妻子？

男孩子，要学会自己洒脱一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上。

无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

7.做人当方则方，当圆则圆。

过了18岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。

对不喜欢的人和事学会面带笑容，不喜欢躲的远一点。

8.感谢所有伤害过你的人。

然后在18岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，“我不再恨你们了。”

仇恨留在18岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

9.别玩什么非主流。你又不是肥猪刘。（女生）

还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏浓，是大方得体的淡妆。

一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。

为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？

世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

10.减肥，说说就好。

到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。

说不好还有胃癌。

过了18岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。

11.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。

等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。

然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。

接着，笑笑，离开。

12. 是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。（女生）

或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。

可是你才刚过18岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。

结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

13.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给1字头的年龄。

你已经18岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。

什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。

那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。

过了18岁了，学会淡定从容。

14.女朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。

过了18岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

15.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。（女生）

18岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。

女人要独立，经济独立是基础。 << So true :)

16.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。（女生）

一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！

珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

最后，随时给自己准备一个微笑，告诉自己“我可以！”

Have a nice day TNT :) Good Night all!

sigh

2011-06-02T00:17:00.001+08:00

I don’t feel good tonight. I feel like breaking down. Don’t ask me why , I don’t know the exact reason too. I am so bored recently that I keep chatting to Cleverbot – a dumb machine. & there was this guy said I have mental problem & saying I am not human anymore. Please do talk to my middle finger. I was pissed, that was very insulting.

Sigh I can’t wait till Saturday till I see Karen again, I miss you all. Really. My life has been boring although exams are coming soon. I’mj starting to get dizzy, I think the alcohol is working now.

TNT. :(

Woots :3

2011-06-01T17:29:00.001+08:00

Kado

2011-05-20T23:41:00.001+08:00

Just came back from this place with a whole bunch of friends. Well this IS the FIRST time ALL gather together. Well we actually doing farewell for a few friends. Ang, Crystal, & Zhen Hao. They are all going to other places tomorrow & the day after. Well yea, we gave ang present (a jacket) not sure whether he likes it or not haha.

I kinda enjoy, well I think I talked & laughed like a drunk tonight. Note, I did not drink any alcohol. Just that I got very excited till the extent sometimes I yelled out of nothing. aha. & I will get very hot. No i mean my face turn hot. & I was sweating on my armpits. = = I know I shouldn’t say this, that sounds so ~~weird~~ ill-mannered. But I’m just saying the thing, who doesn’t sweat. Just its very embarrassing that’s all. & I couldn’t put those pics up, left stains on my thick shirt. Wore the wrong shirt. :( all those pics got wasted. HAH wait, something kinda pissed me off. How come all of them asked me the same question when I went in & sat down. I get that was a joke. But listening to the same joke more than 4 times from different person every time that’s very pissed. Enough said.

portrait at the main entrance

& there’s this Winter Sonata Scene portrait. I love that a lot!! sigh forgotten to take picture of it. :(

YK talking to us from down there. HAHA look at back there, those guys are up to no good. all about to gang-bang that myvi beside the unser. HAHAHAH just saying. XD I think this is clear enough? Sorry if the pic is a bit blur

Karen Bong & ling :))

Fish n Chip ordered by Yi

my Black-pepper Grilled Chicken chop rice

rating 5/10 too salty. at least its not that expensive. $6.90

this little fishy GG-ed i think? It didn’t move, only kissed the stone.

…

THIS GUY!!

Ang :D

He’s leaving tomorrow for UTP Perak.

WE ARE SO GONNA MISS HIM!! *sniffsniff*

SILLY FACE

HAHAHAHAHA

P/S ang, Bon Voyage! Couldn’t go airport tomorrow. All the Best to ya’. Have Fun & Enjoy your College/University moment :D

nights all, Ciao. *yawns* Damn, Pangajian Malaysia tomorrow. Grrrrrrrrrr.

My GOODNESS

2011-05-10T13:07:00.001+08:00

MY GOSH found my ex physics teacher's FB profile. Well not me actually, its Elaine. I don't know why did I get so excited for. = = LOLOLOL

hehehe

2011-05-07T19:42:00.001+08:00

blogged through my phone :D

should go study now ciao

LOL

2011-05-07T00:15:00.001+08:00

How to Get a beautiful brows. Maybe you should get yourself one of this. XD

Click HERE. XD It not virus. Don't worry. LOL

Too Free :)

2011-05-06T23:44:00.001+08:00

I was supposed to read my lectures notes last night, but I ended up camwhoring with my phone. Vain-ness attack once again. I have nothing else better to do. :) Please don’t throw up XD If U feel so please press ALT+F4 to proceed. ^^

Me like this. :DD Feel like putting this onto FB profile pic. but.. think first. = =

I love my brows in this pic. That’s the only thing I can be proud of :D *NOTE I did not pencil nor trim nor draw my brows. Just like the way they are.

THE EYE!!! I LIKE THIS THE MOST. SO COOL. XD

As u noticed, my hair in the previous pics are straight. But here, its curly. Got my hair to be this curly only in 30 minutes – 1 hr. Better than the hair curler as that will damage your hair very easily. ><

Curly Hair pics 2. :D

Curly Hair pics 3 :D

& This.

Was trying the “Gold Fish Eye” . Not sure what to call it. Which ever. EPIC fail. End up look like a ~~moron~~ bimbo. HAHAHAH

HAHAHAHA Sorry bout that XD I feel like posting these pichas to my FB account. But I think it’s a bit too vain. XD advice? Should I? or Should I not?

dang, am listening to ‘Reasons’ OST from Autumn In My Heart. IT’s so so so SAD. even the OST. My mood so down now. :( Very beautiful drama. *sniffsniffsniff*

haih I want this so BADLY

2011-05-02T23:10:00.001+08:00

Hello Kitty Torch casing

I WANT THIS SO BADLY

But I can only get it online. The shipping is so ex! even more expensive than the casing itself. :( Is there any free shipping dealer so I can get this thing?

WooYoungie 0430

2011-04-30T00:25:00.001+08:00

saengil chukha hamnida WooYoung Oppa! Happy 22nd Birthday!

Just a short note, going to bed now. lesson tomorrow morning -yikes-

#HappyWooday is 3rd trending in worldwide list!! :D

Watch Out drivers :D

2011-04-29T00:18:00.001+08:00

I’m so over the moon! Got my license FINALLY! Wheeeee I’m OFFICIALLY a driver now! *FYI, this is not a late post okay, fresh :D ~~justoutoftheoven~~ *ignore me pls* Got my license at 10 pm HAHAHA. Sifu came & passed me my license , thanks a lot! so nice of him *wells he’s supposed to do the job, but anyway he did drive all the way down to send this to me, quite far-not even near.* whichever. LOL (ugh & he saw me in pj >< so embarrassing!)

mine :D

For updates **

1. Had 2 weeks of lessons at Sunway already –my lecturer looks so YOUNG, he looks younger than he’s supposed to be OMG- , well so far so good, I kinda like accounting. Not too bad by the sound of it, of course need to do revisions after every lessons, if not couldn’t catch up. & I’m having my first test next week. NEXT WEEK. D: my very first test on accounting. & met new friends. wait, just 1 new friend to be exact (something wrong with me? = =) Actually I knew her from my English Tuition School last year, but didn’t get to know her that time. & there’s a guy kind of annoys me. So cocky .pfft. frm Kuching High *some more* (our rival school – every Townians/Ex-Townians will say that)

2. Kept having weird dreams lately. WTF. first was it, then secondly was my driving instructor (him again). That was really DISTURBING! I was like ‘WTF’ when I woke up. I cursed early in the morning & I cursed a lot for the rest of that day. HAH. *sweats* Case1: I dreamt of meeting someone I dislike ~~very much~~ in some sorta place then was teased? Case2: I dreamt sifu eating in my house, & my mum even cooked many, MANY dishes. & She even let him in the house WTH? No conversation –maybe there was , I couldn’t remember, very vague picture- Thanks to a friend of mine. pfft. since we argued sth about ratings & then leading to him & our physics tuition teacher, kennyliong. = =

3. Tracking people & reading random people’s has become my favourite pass time. Not stalking. Alright. I don’t know these peeps. ~~My targets~~ Those profiles I read are those bad boy types, samseng Ah Beng & Ah Liens(I’m straight, as straight as gamma ray), those that going in & out of clubs/pubs & so on. either same age or older. the latter majority. LOLOL It’s kind of fun to read at comments of these people, laughing at those ahbengs language , so retarded !!! LAME. XD (I found my instructor’s high school photos –crazypeoplepose- accidentally. LOL & found lecturer’s profile too!) XD Sometimes I’m impressed by by tracking skills. Thanks to FB? ahah

4. I’m selected for Matriculation at Labuan. But I don’t think I’m going. I chose staying. For the sake of ACCA. Please be right.

That’s all for updates. :D got lesson tomorrow, but just in time to watch the Royal Wedding LIVE after class at 5! :D *the ROYAL wedding march playing as b/g music- dengdengdengdeng*

Ciao~

-Will & Kate- :D ~ love is in the air ~

boredom

2011-04-18T22:58:00.001+08:00

This will be my last day of being lazy. Starting from tomorrow I’m officially a college student. No more High-School Girl! :D Back to the roller-coaster life. No more late nights online,group chatting, waking up late, having brunch instead of breakfast. :O Time to get back on track.

Finally bought my phone :D I’m lazy to post those pics up. Camera is out of battery, great timing ;D . I’ll just pass. Bought a red torch. No pics, sorry. I kinda love the appearance. but frankly speaking, smartphones especially BB is very complicated. I kind of fed up reading & reading, & research of knowing more about my phone. I’ll pass. (again- because I’m lazy to). I personally love the Twitter apps on BB! I can’t stop tweeting with it. :D Twitter I love u! But not for FB. = = the BB icon on Fb is too..(can’t find the right word).. I rather not updating status & stuffs using my BB FB apps, just use it to reply comments will do.

well That’s all for tonight. I’m so ~~lazy~~ tired. :( Going to bed nao. Ciao

Hello Kitty

2011-04-06T23:39:00.001+08:00

If ya’ can’t stand my lameness, better not read this post. My advice :)

Sorry about the kitty fondness. I just can’t resist the cuteness! Kitty is classic *although I don’t fancy cats in real life* :3

HK castle, *all cats should live here* –,-

HK car? cute LOL

HK christmas tree :>

I want~~ :(

HK contact lens case

HK ring

I want this! :O

and I bought a Kitty bag at KL :3

& am still regret for not buying that kitty crocs!! :( should have bought it! I wanna go back to MidValley!!!

T___T

and finally this

SO WRONG. Superman + Hello Kitty. Both my fav, weird but I kinda like it, in some way.

*I know its a bit pervy* Lame hahahaha

ciao~ :)

amateur

2011-04-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

All pictures below are genuinely from Tumblr ! :)

I wanna be…

I wanna be like them

I wanna be like her

I wanna be trendy like this. provided if I can earn enough money to pay for these stuffs on my own. :3

I wanna be blonde

I wanna be red-head

I wanna be slimmer
I wanna be pretty & feel pretty. ♥

I wanna be respected
I wanna be loved

I wanna be appreciated
I wanna be independent

Union Jack. LOL

I wanna be cool

I wanna be someone enjoying life

I wanna be economically stable & able to enjoy certain luxuries
I wanna be pro
I wanna be clever, or even clever-ER
I wanna be successful
I wanna be someone to be proud of

BUT

I still wanna be ME

the only I, My, Me, Mine. ♥

Boredom, attack!! This is my 3rd post of the day! I’m just bored. I’m really good at dreaming. ya’ know :)

borrrred

2011-04-05T22:20:00.001+08:00

boredom. I 'm bored. when can i start my tertiary study ? mlm

This is what u call the real high tech!

2011-04-05T20:24:00.001+08:00

OMG Japan Technology is so so so way to cool! its too canggih for us to catch up with *no offence* but really, it is cool.

When 3D visual comes into life.. watch this video

FuckyeahJapantech!

IDK

2011-03-25T17:59:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not posting these few days. I have been very occupied. The busiest time of all. Damn, never thought after-getting-results-postSPM-ers can be that BUSY. Forms forms forms they are really driving me crazy though. I ~~was~~ am so confused. Did not even have my own time to play Angry Birds or TV! and to blog. :( At least now I’m done with some of them and have a little free time. Still got lot of documents to settle! It’s very tedious. Really.

My results are good. I’m really satisfied with that. If not, much more than that. Really am grateful although I didn’t manage to meet the requirements for some scholarships. Years of hard work had really paid off.

I was so pissed off when reading yesterday’s newspaper this morning. Wells OUR School SPM results are much much better than some of those schools BUT none of the papers mention about it. Not even a word. Speaking of ironic & reputation. Probably my school’s previous reputation ain’t so good that none of those reporters visited during that day. I bet my school’s SPM results (in terms of A’s students & Straight A’s) is better than Kuching H**H , if not, better. TSKTSKTSK. FYI, this year my school has 17 straight A’s students. 4 of them got 9A+. But they didn’t manage to get straight A+ because of Chinese Language. wells. But its already considered very excellent too.

here’s my result slip. :)

To those that got excellent & great results, Congratulation! & For those who didn’t, maybe God has other pathway for ‘ya. SPM is not the end of the world YET, Jiayou! Gambateh! :)

That’s all for today. Ciao~

Amitofo

2011-03-22T22:12:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow’s the day. The big day. My future lies with it. Well, maybe no that big deal? I don’t know UGH.

No matter what the outcome is , I’ll accept it. Stay cool. What’s done is done.

Amitofo.

Skype

2011-03-20T15:45:00.001+08:00

Finally bought a microphone! I can already enjoy using Skype with the gangs, and don’t need to feel so retarded anymore. HAHA.

Skype’s awesome!

WOW

2011-03-19T00:10:00.001+08:00

At first I thought Teacher Yang in dream high is just a normal actor.

This Guy.

He has funny face right? I can’t help but laugh when I saw his face every time! Even in his music video (below).

People keep calling him JYP JYP, but I never never never EVER thought ~~(who would?)~~ that he OWNS JYP ENTERTAINMENT. His very own company. Wonder Girls, Miss_A, 2PM are under his company! So was Rain! O.O

Check this out. His music video. That’s something for a 40 years old.

& I heard this guy used to be RAIN’s mentor! hell. I’m surprised!

LESSON LEARNT: You can judge a book by its cover, BUT never judge a person by his looks.

Went to watch ‘Mars Needs Mom’ in 3D just now with cuz & her family. Well the movie was ok. That was the first time for me to watch cartoons in 3D. Children. ~~Lots of them~~ Most of them.

Ciao.

Lollies x)

2011-03-18T15:36:00.001+08:00

I’ll wash my face for 18 times after watching this tutorial! I’m going to wash my face now. AWWW SO CUTE! LOL!

WTF

2011-03-18T14:19:00.001+08:00

I’ll show ya all some screenshots. & you’ll know. WTF.

(click to enlarge picture)

WTF. 123people.com? I didn’t even have an account on that website. Its an US site. How on earth did my name/profile/blog appear on that page?

Yesterday night was awful after coming back home. Gosh. Thanks to Tweeter & a friend of mine of course, for being my airbag. Sorry about that. LOL. “When I’m low, I’ll spam my twitter with tweets until I feel better” . I posted that as my FB status. It works surprisingly though. No kidding. I feel better after a few tweets and MUCH MUCH better after ranting to that friend of mine. I went to bed safe & sound until the next morning. I’m cool once again. 8D

2011-03-17T21:45:00.001+08:00

I don’t feel good. I think am going to get sick. Sick to the core. UGH

OMFG

2011-03-16T23:01:00.001+08:00

OH MAH GAWD. I couldn’t believe that. I just happened to come across Suzy & IU’s profile on wiki. AND I JUST COULDN’T BELIEVE IT. IU is the SAME AGE AS ME & Suzy is a year YOUNGER !!! :O How could that be?!?! They look so adult?! Or is it all Koreans are like that?

♥ WooYoung & IU – The Milky Couple ♥

Birth Name: Lee Ji-eun

DOB: May 16, 1993 (age 17) :O

Miss A_Suzy

Birth name: Bae Sue-ji
DOB: October 10, 1994 (age 16) :O

Cute-ness

2011-03-15T15:00:00.003+08:00

Finally finished watching Dream High. Man, that drama was great. Not the storyline, but the songs and those choreography dance. There’s this, they call it the milky couple, I love them a lot! They were the reason that kept me watching. WooYoung & IU OMG cuteness to the max! :D

FYI, WooYoung’s a member in 2PM.

His previous hairstyle. Nah not that nice. This is it when a guy pouts. XD

Screenshot #1 in DH

Love this scene! :D

Screenshot #2 . Epic look. LOL

K! Photoshoot in DH

Screenshot #3

K! Photoshoot . More to modeling. :O

K! Photoshoot. Love this the most! :D

Opps. Wrong pic. That’s not him. XD its Bae Yong Joon.

He’s awesome too!

Ciao people!

#postoftheday

2011-03-12T23:36:00.001+08:00

Got New colours coming in! Cuz bought them at Singapore. NICE colours. But I’m not in the mood at trying out new colours nowadays. AIKS haven’t bought that remover :O

Confirmed. Officially. Finally. Relieved.

2011-03-11T23:48:00.001+08:00

The date’s out officially. Thank God. But its still TWO WEEKS from now. Yea if u get what I was talking about. SPM results announced to be out on the 23rd March. Damn why so long. :O Just in case prove HERE .

Just so you know, earthquakes happen everywhere this week. Just this week 3 earthquakes + 1 Tsunami (3in1) happened. Earthquake at China yesterday, 2 earthquakes today at Japan & Indonesia respectively. Tsunami in Japan. That IS the depressing part. SIGH. IT IS DEPRESSING just the thought of it. To make things worse, people keep posting about Tsunami in Japan, current live information from the news blalbabla. As if they are all suddenly so caring about these current issues. WHY CAN’T PEOPLE JUST STFU? That doesn’t make the situation better. Me on the other hand don’t even dare to watch the news tonight. I don’t want to know the figure of dead & injuries. While Japanese at Sendai was struggling for their life, houses collapsed, town flooded, factories burnt, I was complaining about the ~~killing~~ weather to my mum & enjoying my lunch in an air-conditioned restaurant. I even had the appetite to eat. I feel like a sinner. I still do. The other part of the world… *sigh* I’m out of words. No comment. Wells just consider yourself lucky if you’re still alive. Now this relates me to those who committed suicide.

What a day. I might just as well go sleep now. Driving lesson tomorrow. #fingers-crossed #prayforjapan

DEAR PEOPLES, I’d pretty much appreciate if you people not relate these incidents with 2012/doomsday. Its not related. 2012 is fictional. Love, me.

Real or Fake?

2011-03-09T21:53:00.001+08:00

ONE more week then SPM result will be out. Let it be good , average or bad I just want it to be over. ASAP. SOON. This year’s result is so slow. So draggy, which makes me feel uneasy to the core! Damnit. Previously Chinese Newspaper says that it’s gonna be out on the 3rd week or March (which is next week) but TODAY i came across Borneo Post Online, it says results out on 23rd March. I have prove HERE . Last week of March. TWO WEEKS from now. You’re kidding me right? It’s fake. ~~but It can’t be, its on the news .~~ Real? Fake? or just a mind game for us Post SPM-ers? How come KPM officers never fix a date like other countries??? #Headacheno1

NOW everybody’s speculating about buying Pin number at BSN.*pin no pin no pin no* –.-! sometimes I wonder, what for buying pin number now for those who aren’t planning to go for BPG teaching course? Buying pin number to apply for IPTA its just a waste of time for us fresh SPM leaver. To go into IPTA, we’ll need to go either F6 or Matriculation. For SPM-ers, not. As for PTPTN loan its not the time yet. Why freak out? –,-

AND scholarships. Sigh. Sometimes I don’t get the point of applying to sponsorship if I have already decided to study at certain college. Don’t get me wrong. It’s not that I don’t want to get 1, but is it necessary? I don’t want to breach the contracts (if I was offered courses I didn’t want or colleges that I wasn’t interested in?) cause others might have gotten the chance. Take and go OR don’t even take at all. #Headacheno2

All in all……………………….

I’VE FINALLY DECIDED WHICH PHONE TO TAKE. Imma gonna own it in 2 weeks time.

YOU WATCH OUT. YES YOU, BB TORCH. :D

I’m already getting euphoric just to imagine using this phone! Let alone owning it in few weeks time! oh fuck Quick SPM result. Quick. QUICK.

My Wishlist

2011-03-02T20:42:00.001+08:00

The idea of posting this come to me out of the blue. I AM very very very bored these 2 days. I don’t feel quite right right after my driving lesson yesterday. Probably my special days are coming. It sucks. FB’s boring. Twitter’s boring. DVD’s boring. TV’s boring. PPS’s boring (that doesn’t sound right). Everything’s boring. pfft ><

Move on. Since I am so ‘unoccupied’ I start thinking of this wishlist. To be honest I have never really thought of this. Maybe because I have never thought what I really want. Probably I have mixed up the terms ‘what I need’ with ‘what I want’.

Wishlist~

♥ Dark silky hair :O

♥ ~~Converse sneakers~~

♥ ~~Nike cap~~ replaced with an Adidas. Red. My fav color. :)

♥ A Blackberry *I’m dying for this*

♥ Bottom-half-framed-red specs

♥ A SUPERMAN LOGO TEE

♥ Scholarship to west M

♥ Trip to Hong Kong & Aust.

♥ Cardigan

♥ Beads bracelet

♥ New flats

♥ Crocs

♥ wash-out Levi’s denim

♥ Pure leather belt

♥ Abercrombie & Fitch hoodie.

♥ A & F Melanie dress. Here Its GORG. But I don’t think I’m gonna wear it at the moment. Next time.

♥ A designer handbag. Any will do. *this will keep me working next when I’m out into the real world. :D *

This list makes me alive. At least it helped to lift my mood up a little. I wonder whether if I have more. Maybe I missed out some. I’m gonna update this from time to time! :)

:(

2011-03-01T17:20:00.001+08:00

I’m such a noob in driving D: Learnt nothing today. Driving can really crush my self esteem.

I NEED A BOOSTER SHOT. enough said bullshit.

I want to sleep.

Happy Chap Goh Mei

2011-02-17T08:13:00.001+08:00

My earliest post of the year. D: Got pulled out of the bed by mum this morning *by force*. sien-ness. Its Chap Goh Mei (the 15th day of CNY) so which means the last day of CNY. That’s not the point why am I up so early. We are not celebrating anyway. I’ll be flying to Miri afterwards. ALONE. Gotta get ready SOON. My second time. :) Haven’t been back for 3 years, wonder how my room is like now at Grandma house and and and cuzzie them :|

Gonna end my post now. BYE KUCHING!!!

HAPPY CHAP GOH MEI!

you know you love me. XOXO

X.O.X.O

2011-02-15T22:23:00.001+08:00

Gosh I think I’m addicted to Gossip Girl . :P OMGEE They are HAWT! The Upper East. I love Serena Van Der Woodsen.

I Know You Love Me.

Gossip Girl X.O.X.O

sound so ah-lien? Not hahahaha

New Year New Look

2011-02-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

Like my blog’s new look? I kinda like it :)

This year’s CNY visiting with friends is boring. Only went one & spent the whole afternoon at Spring for movie. I got so tired of the let’s-go-Spring-watch-movie-and-KBox thing. It really bore me out. I want to go bowling & steamboat or have dinner at some restaurant together? Or maybe some coffee shop? Why can’t just try 1 time? I should stop now. It’s just so discouraging when it comes to this.

I was reading my new year’s resolution LAST YEAR. Funny. I thought. HAHA. I feel that I was beating around the bush, mentioning the same thing over and over. Click HERE . And I realized I do not have any New Year’s resolution this year. People say we must have at least 1 target in life. I haven’t set 1 yet. Maybe that is why I haven’t had my resolution yet?

“Tan Szechia everybody is posting their cny gathering photos..where is ours?” < This really hits me.

Happy CNY

2011-02-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

Few more hours to go! :) I'm not working tomorrow yet tomorrow will be busier than usual. It's CNY eve. Lots of preparations to do. Tomorrow will be the day I wont be able to get enough sleep! Get ready to have baggy eyes on day 1 of CNY! D:

Anyways Happy Chinese New Year to all! May this new year be a fruitful & prosperous year to all!

GONG XI FA CHAI !!

I think too much -.-

Good Times :')

2011-01-31T20:37:00.001+08:00

Thinking back , memories are meant to be kept with. Was reading the school’s yearbook ~~for~~ ~~(don’t know) how many times .~~ It really brings back bitter-sweet memories during school life *happy tears* It was as if we were sitting back together in class having lessons (which we spent most of the time talking xD) yesterday and now we’re all on our own, busy with own stuffs :-S

Form 3 (Best year of all!) See how much we aged xD

Not many nice (old) pics that I have with me :) Just some.

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THIS!

Behold…

my most epic picture of the year !

LOL!!

* credits to Felix- the photographer

The idea of putting this as my FB pp did come across my mind, but naah I don’t dare to xD

‘memper-siasoi-kan‘ :D

Got my wages! Woohoo! Boss gave me a $50 angpau! :D

Money come come

2011-01-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

Its PAYDAY tomorrow! *exhale* I should be happy?? But I feel very tired. When I say I'm tired, I mean it. Yes I mean it. Have to go to bed now.

Nights all! :(

Time for updates

2011-01-29T23:29:00.001+08:00

I love Saturday night!! c’s *drumroll* ITS MY DAY OFF TOMORROW!! :D Have lots of stuffs to tell. Funny, random, simple little things to update ya’ all with. hehe

1. Dreams. WELL, I have been dreaming weird lately. Really, I mean it.

First dream, I dreamed that I marry an ang-moh ang (English husband) –long-haired - with tattoos all over his body even on his leg. OHMAWGOD. That is really out of the terms of my husband-to-be. But there’s one thing that I’m pretty sure is that ‘he’ is a very very friendly & nice guy, maybe that is why I marry him? (In my dream la of course)

Second dream, I dreamed about a Korean actor (he’s a model too) . AND AND AND he turned out to be my BESTIE’S FIANCE!!! (KAREN BONG you shiok liaw laaaar) Need not to say he’s a very very very very very handsome guy with 6 packs!!! (OHMAWGOD) All Korean actors are handsome , you get that idea? WEIRD. LOL

Third Dream, SPM results. This morning. Like hell, this is the one that scare the hell out of me. I sweat when I woke up this morning. I dreamed that I flunked my SPM. Not exactly flunked as in FAIL *touch wood*. It’s that the results are not what I expected. Only got 1 A+, 2 A’s and B for the rest. And the worst of all, I got B+ for SPM ENGLISH, and B for 1119!!!!! I turned pale when I saw my results. In my dream. Hell. I don’t want this to happen to me **TOUCH WOOD** I Still need my new phone. ><

Fourth dream. I dreamed about my perfect bf and that I was actually in love LOL!!! That was sweet. REALLY. I think I smiled in my sleep? hahaha weird as it sounds, I was dreaming about playing around with him in a car park? (weird) and in split second I was at my home teaching someone math. People says, what you dream actually reflects your personality & that you have been thinking in mind. UH-HUH.

2. This is about work. Tell you what, I met a few Japanese.. Its nothing to brag about BUT it’s really RARE to see Japanese tourist here. I’ve never met any before this.I just met a Japanese couple last week (that speak FLUENT BM- pro than me) and a Japanese family yesterday. They went Fabrico & my reaction was > OHMG Japanese!! xD typical sakai-ness

AND I hate this the most. Which happened just today. Got customer questioned me of my race. He says that I DON’T look like a Chinese, but look a bit like Bidayuh. I TOLD HIM that I AM a Chinese. & You know what he says? He says maybe I’m mixed-blood, like Chinese-Bidayuh. CB la. Of course I put a ~~fake~~ smile on the face but inside I kinda hate him for saying that.

3. Imma relieved . It feels different to ~~set aside~~ get over something that had been haunting me for quite a long while. :)))))))))))))))))))) All that matters is time.

4. Few more days till CNY!! I’m going to get my wages on Monday!! WOOTS :P for the first time. I don’t have enough new outfits to wear during CNY visiting. HOW?? D:

End-of-story tonight :)

'ma Shoe

2011-01-26T22:49:00.001+08:00

It’s a late post kind of. Finally bought a pair of sneaker few nights ago. Hmm actually planned to go for flats but had no luck, can’t find any NICE ones. Went to LEA centre, & checked out all the shops at Spring. NONE of them suits me. –.- Then end up buying Converse casual sneaker. I like it! It’s not like the classic converse though, more to casual & is made for young people like me >:D

Here’s the pic~ *Don’t ask me about the price, I hate it*

HEHEHE ;P just few more days till I get my wages & CNY!! can’t wait :)) I’m dreading to go work now. Tired. Sien-ness

Nights! Heading to bed now.

Should I go? –.-

2011-01-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

Here's my daily routine :

Morning getting ready for work> Work> Off from Work> Getting ready for Dinner & Dinner> TV/FB> end of day. The Next morning. Same routine going on again.

Sometimes I wonder what's life all about if it wasn't for studying, pursuing higher education for better job oppourtunities, make a living, having a family.....

Just that all?

My Life Is Miserable. right now.

I Feel So Sick x.x

[Flashforward to March PLEASE~ I nedda go somewhere :( ]

後來 - 劉若英 <3

2011-01-16T13:27:00.001+08:00

詞：施人誠曲：玉城千春編曲：王繼康

＊後來我總算學會了如何去愛
可惜你早已遠去消失在人海
後來終於在眼淚中明白
有些人一旦錯過就不再
梔子花白花瓣落在我藍色百褶裙上
愛你你輕聲說
我低下頭聞見一陣芬芳
那個永恆的夜晚十七歲仲夏
你吻我的那個夜晚
讓我往後的時光每當有感嘆
總想起當天的星光
那時候的愛情為什麼就能那樣簡單
而又是為什麼人年少時
一定要讓深愛的人受傷
在這相似的深夜裡你是否一樣
也在靜靜追悔感傷
如果當時我們能不那麼倔強
現在也不那麼遺憾

＃你都如何回憶我帶著笑或是很沉默
這些年來有沒有人能讓你不寂寞

repeat ＊,＃,＊,＊

永遠不會再重來
有一個男孩愛著那個女孩

something

2011-01-14T22:30:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just hope that there’s somebody that I can share all my effing stuffs with >< A secret keeper. (sort-of) >< It’s not that I have no friends that I can trust them with all these, just that people are so uber busy with their own stuffs. So occupied. Work, boys, relationships. Some are just not the ones who can be trusted with all your feelings. So who’s the one that can be trusted and who’s not, I have no idea. There’s so much that can’t be written into words. Sienz sometimes you just need someone who’s willing to lend his/her ears. AND able to keep it to themselves. Hah.

Its good to hear from him again after a long while. I thought we lose contact after not talking to each other after the mock exam. Due to some reasons. Somehow I feel glad to have spoken to him and knowing how is he doing now. Oh wells. I’m pleased. Really. :)

My twitter is now activated. I’m on my way to becoming a Twitty-bird :P (That’ll be all about my personal stuffs btw)

That’s all I guess.

Nights peeps.

Love ,

First Post of 2011 :)

2011-01-13T21:59:00.002+08:00

Nothing much about this post actually. Just out of the blue. Just a few agendas :)

1. ngehehe I just tried webcam chatting, feels really weird to use it for the FIRST time. I bought it from PICOM fair last year though. LOL! I sound so ‘sakai’ xD But I kinda like it, its pretty cool. Feels great to see your friend after not meeting them for a long while.. Am already planning for some Sat night hang-out. I ‘m starting to miss them. I miss talking to them. sob :’(

2. Decided to go for short hair this time. Bob. Heh! From what I heard its the trend now. Short. The last time I had short hair was during Primary 5 (I think?). And I got permission to go for rebonding!! WHEEE :P I AM NOT GOING TO DYE MY HAIR. I love my dark colour :)

3. Agenda 3 is for work. Well, went to work EXCEPTIONALLY early today, since the aunty (the manager) is coming back. But she didn’t turn up. Damnit. I hope she’ll turn up tomorrow or sooner as possible. But I’m afraid I'll get scolded for mistakes? (I hope not). Not to mention, Its my first time today to go change bank notes at the bank. On my own. :D On my way back, I met someone I know from my music school. That guy is from the band also.. (quite good looking too :3) he was walking alone. I wonder why..

4. I’m waiting for my L license :))) Pleeeasee be quickkkkk

5. I need a new phone. I WANT a new phone. I’m DYING for a new phone. ><

That’s all, I think? Good night! Ciao :)

Farewell 2010

2010-12-31T23:41:00.001+08:00

I just had my last dinner of year 2010 at Delizze with mum & Dad. The food wasn’t that nice compared to Pullman ‘s buffet dinner. I didn’t eat much. But I ate lots of smoked salmon!! xD

Just 1 more hour left for the year 2010! hmm.. this will be my last post of the year. In short 2010 was a very interesting year. Depression, solemn, conflicts, warmth, enthusiasm, responsibility, busy-ness and everything made up of my year.

Well, beginning of the year wasn’t that good actually. Conflicts of the year before. Seriuosly, not everything from the previous year should be brought with you to the next. It will haunt you for decades unless you get it done.

Months later conflicts not solved (It can’t be solved anyway and I have no intention to) but things get on pretty good too. But I’m getting very very busy due to SPM! I spent most of my time hitting on books. Typical kiasu–ness of students nowadays.

Then flash forward to SPM… SPM IS the best experience of my whole Form 5 life. It seems long and draggy. But to be frank, when you are really sitting for it, You’ll feel that time passes pretty easily. Time gone day by day without you even realising it! Sitting in the hall waiting time to start your paper, great experience! & I saw the inviligator at Spring Parkson yesterday.. she was just standing BESIDE me at the bras and panties section. hahahaa

Not to mention 2010 marked my final high school life. after that no more high school in Kuching Town! This school really brings me bitter-sweet memories. This is where I met my gang, my comrades, my buddies, my discussion groups. Friends of different kinds (Good and Bad and those not-so-close friends).

Goodbye 2010!! Some things in 2010 should not make a trip with you to 2011. Leave them in 2010 and that is why I was busy dealing with my unfinished business this year these 2 days. Like my school bags and my study shelf for example! LOL!! But there is some which is easier said than done. You know what I mean don’t you?

I feel that I’ve become more mature this year. At least. Not like others, blaming every single person whom you don’t like ~~or barking at every single person who stepped on your tail~~. I’ll welcome 2011 with a different feel. (Or maybe have countdown in my dreams) xD. My 2011 will be a roller-coastal year! 2011 FTW! :)

Of all sounds of bells, the most solemn & touching is the peal which rings out the old year! The old goes out, but the glad young year comes merrily! May all have a fruitful 2011. Cheers OHAIYO!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!

Something

2010-12-31T00:36:00.001+08:00

Today was (or yesterday? whatever) just like normal days, didn’t plan to go Spring actually. But i went anyway, followed my aunt and cousin and a stranger. Spring wasn’t that crowded today. I saw a primary school classmate whom I have not seen for a very very long time (5 years?). He changed a lot.

Its the last day of 2010 already! 2010 was indeed a bitter-sweet year. I’ll have another post like I promised. :)

Sigh. Sometimes I feel that I still have feelings for him. (Or maybe not?) Geez.. Time to let my feelings out to dry. Different paths, different background. Not a good idea. Freaking whole year, exactly. Sigh. It feels like just yesterday.

Nights

Dilemma

2010-12-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

Should I accept that job? I don't know. Honestly that salary is a bit low. $450 Just enough to cover up petrol to & fro. But then, I am really desperate for one. The job sounds pretty nice, typing, filing, cashier, bank-in stuffs. Sigh.

I got to know that the boss & his wife have a sick child. Their daughter has thalassemia. They are working very hard for their daughter's treatment. I really feel symphathy for the girl. She has gone through many treatments and she can stand up till today, and have excellent result in UPSR! Bravo! The girl is now having a comfortable life. And my point here is the unconditional love her parents gave her. Oh wells, every parents love their children always. I see that in every parents' including mine and I feel it. It's a blessing. :)

Finally finished the 500 questions for law!! phew. But I postponed my table test to the next day which is New Year's eve . I have no idea what day is that. My calendar only consist of yesterday, today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. This is what a 'penganggur' like. Common symptom. haha! :)

That's all for tonight. Good Night!

Cool stuffs :)

2010-12-29T23:19:00.001+08:00

I want this~ *SPM straight A Puhleass :( *

this will be my second choice..

OH Gosh.. I’m dying to have this :( My obsession. Darn I kept having dreams owning a blackberry T_T

Anxiety

2010-12-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

I am so freaking out right now. I DO NOT know why do I feel so. It's not something related to the hormones. Just something. That phone call. (It's just a phone call?!?!) :( Hope I 'm hired for that job. I am so desperate for one right now.

I'll be having my table test on Thursday. Only a day left and I still have 300 MCQs to go. Sighs.

I want a hair cut and a hair makeover. Damn shyte.

:Putnam:

2010-12-26T23:53:00.001+08:00

Alright. I had a discussion/ a slight argument with a friend of mine about :Putnam: (Chris Putnam) yesterday. :putnam: is actually a Facebook emoticon on Facebook chat. At first I thought Putnam was some sort of Korean famous guy in the boy band like SuperJunior . In fact, much in the opposite way, Christ Putnam is actually an engineer of Facebook! LOL!!

Here he is..

Chris Putnam

He has such a pointy nose, doesn’t he? LOL! I think looks like Pinocchio xD

& :putnam: looks like this

My friend thinks that Putnam is a J.Bieb look-a-like

& I ended up being teased as a ‘Bieber Girl’. D:

Which I have no idea WHY =_=

that makes me sound like a phedophile!! T_T

I had my law course today.. that was u’ber BORING!!

My Favourite :)

2010-12-23T19:44:00.001+08:00

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me, baby, do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying, "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room and friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl undercover but you tore her apart
Maybe this year, maybe this year
I'll give it to someone special

'Cause last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

And last Christmas
And this year won't be anything like
Anything like
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
And this year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Happy Winter Solstice!

2010-12-22T16:11:00.003+08:00

Hei Hei I'm Back! It's been a while. Now SPM is over. Winter Solstice which is today. Then Christmas on next and New Year!! then school reopens. Oh wait, no more school-reopen day for me. My high school life is officially over (despite that I haven't got my certificate YET). I'll have to start working soon.. my money making plan.

2010 is going to come to an end SOON in 9 days. I've been through a lot lately. I personally gain a lot (loss some too not to mention). This year has turned out quite right I guess. Not too bad. At least I feel that I've grown. Well not physically, but mentally or emotionally. Maybe I'll have another review on the year 2010 soon. Maybe on New Year's Eve. Hehe

I'm having a family dinner tonight at home. I'd like to wish all a Happy Winter Festival! :)

Cherish every moment you spend with your family. It's something that is irreplaceable or u call it those priceless moments.

There’s nothing more important than a family itself. Para la familia!

Regards

Haircut

2010-06-21T19:48:00.002+08:00

Finally had my hair cut today! Feels refreshing after taking my bath! Woots! :) My hair is no more longer and I can't twine my hair anymore.. How I miss that. But I kinda like my short hair now :) But there's one thing I'm NOT satisfied about is my FRINGE!! IT'S SO SHORT! 2 INCHES ABOVE MY EYEBROWS!! I'm gonna think of something to clip my fringe up no matter what. Hideous. I HATE MY FRINGE!

WHOA

2010-06-20T19:12:00.010+08:00

I came to realize that I've been neglecting my blog these days. There are a few reasons :

1. I'm just being my lazy usual self.

2. I'm NOT in the mood. Depression. Don't feel like blogging.

3. I can't find the time to blog, Usually I'll need at least an hour including typing, scheming, spelling, grammar checking & final scheming before publish the whole thing .

4. Have nothing special to blog about *not that I have no topic to brag about, but just that I'm lazy to post it. bleh *back to reason 1.*

5. I'm too busy with Smallville marathon.

Yea yea that's why you've not seen me posting anything up here recently.

Oh no, school reopens tomorrow. Sigh. I didn't realize time flies this incredibly FAST. Tme to say goodbye to hols! It's like I just had my holidays 2 days ago and now it's already over. The 3 weeks holidays has really come to an end, over now. OFFICIALLY. No doubt. I'm not ready for school YET! :( And when school reopens, then you know, (for Form 5 students) SPM is one step closer. 2 more months then it'll be our SPM moth exam! That's around my birthday! How unlucky is that. D: Have no luck.

Went to Bexter's house for BBQ last night. It was Bryan's birthday actually. Happy Birthday Bryan!! It was quite okay, I didn't really eat that much actually. GA! How I wished I was with my parents at my aunt's house. They were having so much fun & laughter there! It's been a while since we had a family gathering (a small one) together, I missed that again! I missed the story sharing & family gossip series! GA

Guess which is my mum. :) She's the youngest among them all.

It's my mum & together with her brother and sisters. It's really great to see the five of them sitting together. Well, with smiling faces and jokes and laughters of course. To be honest I'm surprised (QUITE) when I saw this pic. Thanks to my cousins for forcing them to take this picture togehter. HA HA. I wished I were there together. Sigh.

I just bought the book I'm longing for this afternoon!! But sadly, I didn't manage to find the first book. It's already sold out. Only bought the second book. (Thirst No.2.) I love it. But I wont start reading it until I got the first book within these weeks. I've got myself reserved for a copy of it at MPH. Hehe

That's all for tonight. Off to read my Biology. From now on, I've got to embed myself fully to those books (textbooks), If not I'm not gonna survive through September. Its already haunting me now. YIKES. Its even more disastrous that knowing you 've spent exactly the 3 weeks holidays without touching any academically related books. Ha! See?

Bye now, I won't be blogging that often anymore. See ya next time. ^^

Yours Truly

Don't get yourself too devoted over something or someone. It'll bring you no
good. There's always this saying 'easy come easy go'. But to most of the people
this saying is always easier said than done. Whatever things you have or desire
for, don't be too attached or leeched onto it. I'm glad that I didn't although I thought I would. :) It didn't hit me hard, surprisingly.

Misjudged

2010-06-15T00:29:00.001+08:00

Its 12 midnight now, geez I’m still pretty much awake. I don’t feel like going to bed yet. Been feeling so pissed off. I’m so easily offended recently. Argh! Things are so getting in my way. I need some fresh air. I seriously need to go out, maybe to shop. I don’t even feel like hanging out with friends. (There’s something wrong with me, something isn’t right actually, but I don’t know what is it!) I want to go out with family, not with parents but with my cuz. Movie movie movie :( and MPH too!! I still can’t find the book I want!

I need some therapy. Seriously. Is it me or others that are getting offensive lately? I really don’t know. Keep getting negative judgement. I am not what people see or think who I am. Don’t judge me by person, I really hate that, I’ll loathe that person even more when I hear that myself. I don’t give a damn who that person is/are. Even if he’s my friend/s, besties, seniors, juniors, or whoever else. I mean who are you to judge me? You don’t even know me, NO ONE knows me better than myself. I do take critics personally. Don’t blame me if I loathe you, especially if I’m being misjudge.

Damn, I’m sneezing none stop. Signs of catching cold? I hope not.

Yours Truly.

Home Sweet Home

2010-06-06T22:11:00.001+08:00

Phew.. after 3 tiring camping days at Unimas and I’m back finally!! Hmm.. having mixed feelings now. Part of me is glad and happy to be home but the other part feels sad and is missing that 3 days at the campus. Aww man.. the happy thing about coming home is : you can finally have a GOOD night SLEEP!!! I’m feeling so damn sleepy right now, really tiring. We only slept for 4 hours (maximum) for the past few days.

The camp was FUN! I did not regret joining the camp actually although it was very very VERY tiring. Thanks to the committees, their hard work paid off. We liked it very much and really enjoy it! I’d learnt quite a lot and gain much experience from this camp. Met a few of new friends from different schools and a few of the committees from different Universities in Malaysia like UM, USM, UPM, UPSI, Unimas etc etc, I don’t remember the names of the Uni. But most of them are from Kuching. :) I’ve learnt some about the different local universities in Malaysia, at least I know the names and the courses offered by the different Uni, and University campus life (generally). And also, learned how to socialize with different friends from different schools.

No pics taken from my phone, coz I FORGOT TO BRING MY MEMORY CARD!!! == so I’ll try to get some from FB to insert it here.

I’ll talk about the days in Unimas briefly.. :) The time was really pack, until you don’t even have the time to poop early morning!! == We even need to sacrifice our sleeping hours. We only slept for 3-4 hours seriously , I AM NOT KIDDING. (ga, where was I again???) Well, we were living at the student hostel. Its like normal apartment (NOT THAT nice as the apartment/condo out there kay) just normal apertment with 5 rooms, 2 bathrooms and a toilet. Ahem, that sounds fine, but infact it isn’t really that.. urm you know.. satisfying. The apartment has that weird kind of plastic smell, and the room and the beds are so dusty. Mine was considered quite okay compared to my schoolmates’ (they were in other group). There were cockroaches and it was really really dusty in their room..

Talking about roommates, my room mate is from SMK Green Road. No wonder she looked familiar to me when I first saw her on the first day of the camp coz she’s in the same class with me during PBK. She ‘s just sitting 2 spaces beside me. Kuching is such a small place huh.

I was put into Group 13 ‘Hai Luo’ which means Seashell in English. The 8 of us are from different schools. Theres from SMK GR, Stampin, SMK Matang Hilir(I don’t know where so don’t ask me), Kuching High, Sg. Maong, SMK Tun Abdul Razak. At first we were very shy, and we didn’t even talk to each other on the first day. After the ice breaking session things getting better and we started to talk and having fun together. Haha. I remember there was a game where we need to find our own nametag in the audi in group. mOf coz things won’t be THAT easy. We were tied hand by hand together in line and we need to think of a way to look for our nametag. Uh-huh, I had no choice but to hold hands with my group leader. Man, he’s SO TALL!!! I need to LIFT my hand UP a little and my palm was so sweaty. Well, there was this thought coming across my mind that I wish it was his palm I was holding that moment. hmm..

We spent most of the day around the CTF (Dewan Kuliah) which is the lecture hall in Unimas. Quite some of the activities we had, like singing, dancing, talk, talent show/performance, games etc etc. I love the CHICKEN DANCE!!! That was SO CUTE!! haha. Then we had station games on the second day. That was FUN!!!! My palms are so painful!! I was carried by my partner on the legs and I need walk with my hands to the other end!! so jiak-lak ler.. We ran for 3 hours around Unimas to different faculties to look for the stations.

We need to wake up SO EARLY in the morning!! 5 AM!! then next we had aerobic after had breakfast we’d walk to CTF from our apartment. It’s FAR, about a 15-20 mins walk.. every morning and night! My legs and feet are painful now. :( I need a massage.

hm… what else hor.. I think that’s all I can recall for today. I can’t think much actually my mind can’t seem to work properly tonight due to lack of sleep. Tell you what, people that are lack of sleep will get dumb easily. Uh-huh now you see the effect itself. *yawn* If I can think of more I’ll add in again tomorrow or next time together with the pics. :)

I’m starting to get a lil headache. argh shit

Yours Truly

I miss my Ipod SO MUCH!!!! It’s glad to have it back again :)

OMG that wasn’t what I expected

2010-06-02T17:51:00.001+08:00

I shouldn’t talk to strangers anyway. But I just can’t since that’s considered impolite when not answering or addressing the elders right? Oh wells. That really freaked me out. O.O!!

I’ve packed all my stuffs for the camp. :) I can’t believe I actually packed within that short period of time! *Rasa bangga* :D I’ll leave the rest of the toiletries till tomorrow. I’ve decided, I’m gonna bring my blanket and an extra pair of slippers. :)

I can’t wait till tomorrow! I’m gonna have DimSum breakfast with Mum and Dad at Real KungFu (that’s the name of the restaurant kay, don’t laugh, although I think its a bit of lame) Premier 101. The DimSum is nice! Especially the shrimp dumpling. I love it! Its like eating one of those dumpling made by those Hong Kong cooks. YUM. Its heavenly scrumptious!

There’s something I still don’t understand. What’s so great about DotA? It seems like every guys (most of them) treat DotA as if its their girlfriend. ==’

Yours Truly

I think I’ll consider it. But even if I try to give in, the other’s not buying it so what can I do?

So oh wells, I’ll see how it goes. Thanks for the advice anyway uncle.

Life?

2010-06-02T00:01:00.001+08:00

I have just had a chat with my buddies. Sigh, I really can’t help and do anything about it. I feel sorry about that. I was so full of myself (kinda) which I didn’t even realize others are enduring so much pain and hard times. All I’m thinking about is my own, and blamed on others for not able to share my things with them. Horrible. Gees..

Sometimes reality is so brutally true and it really makes things to seem scary. Life’s fair. When you gain some, you lose some. This is so true that it makes people doesn’t even want to face it. Really, I’ve experienced it. The only thing that makes the difference is how much price you pay for that something you gained. It could be small or it could also be something big or important to oneself. It’s the price you pay that makes the difference. For some, they might not realize what they are losing for it’s just something insignificant to them that they didn’t even realize it ever existed. Or likewise, some might as well lose something important or equally treasured, and feel regret or grievous over the loss. Gees, I’m not trying to be a sadist here. I just feel like life’s so brutally fair. Sigh

I feel like I’m starting to lose something. But I’m trying my best to hold it back.

Your Truly

事实或许就是那么的现实。当你获得一些东西，你将会失去一些。

Sigh-ness

2010-05-31T22:09:00.008+08:00

Where the heck is everybody? Yea, guess right. I'm bored now. If not, I wont be asking right? No one to chat tonight.. sigh-ness. I'm now trying to think of something to post. But frankly speaking, nothing 's on my mind now. It's all blank. Just boredom. Its only the second day of the holiday!! And I'm already starting to get tired of being bored. Bored of being bored. How am I supposed to survive through the 3 weeks holidays?? Honestly speaking, I do like holidays. That's when we (students) can get enough rest and time to relax. But sometimes, its getting boring. Shouldn't be complaining, but I can't help it!! I've nothing to do. Other than going online. I need more books to read. I'm almost finish reading 'Plain Truth' which I'm currently reading. Mind you, I'm not requesting more TEXTbooks kay? I'm so tired of reading those books for the past few weeks. Especially those two History Textbook x_X. Nightmare.

It's holiday now, I should be happy and have more time to relax my mind before school reopens right. But the thing now is, my mum keep asking me to STUDY and do my revision!! She 'll nag when she sees me online and start giving me a piece of her mind. WHO'S NOT PISSED OFF??? Darn, its holiday now!! I'm not even the kind that go online gaming 24/7. I think she's already so used to watch me studying day and night during exam week. Grrr.

But then come to think of it, what else can I do other than studying and doing holiday homework? Nothing. == I've completed my Add Maths homework (well almost) and next Chinese homework, then I don't know what else is coming up next *which I think there's no more* (This is the time where students complain of too less homework, well to me at least) Only doing homework could help me kill couple of hours, without wasting my time away thinking and wandering about stupid stuffs, like you know most people have the tendency to have 'emo' thoughts when they are too free. Devil find works for idle hands to do. I need to keep myself occupied, before I start doing frivolous stuff. GA!!! Sigh

3 more days to go till the camp at Unimas. Well at first, I'm quite looking forward to it. (Please do refer to my previous post) But now I'm not. Gees, my mood swings, I'm so unpredictable. O.O!! I've not even packed my things yet, I'm not in the mood though. There I go again.. *sigh* Boredom. The only thing I'm thinking of right now is to go out although I've just went out for movie the other night. I want to go out so badly!! I'm bored to death at home.

Something hit me. I'm thinking about the sand dagger from the movie Prince of Persia. Just in case for some of you who doesn't know about it. It's actually a dagger which you could actually change and going back to the past without other people knowing but only yourself by just pressing the jewel on the hand grip. Nice huh? If I had that dagger, I wanted to turn back time to that Saturday night. GA!!! I still can't believe that his friends actually cheated him and they spent the whole night at Mars. ==

As for now, I'd like to rest my case. Hope it won't bored you readers. I'm going to watch SmallVille now, the video has finished loading. Ciao.

Yours Truly

Gees I wanna chat, where are you?? O.O
I have so much to tell
I'm really bored, surprise me. =)

oh damn

2010-05-30T23:23:00.001+08:00

Shit, this shouldn’t be happening. I can’t find Microsoft Publisher in my PC.. How am I supposed to do those reports without the software?? damn.

And FYI, I just realized my school uniform went missing. Someone STOLE it!!! That’s so weird!! Its not that they(those who stole it) could wear for casual wear. Its my pinafore & the white shirt!! The whole suit! It even has my NAME TAG on the pinafore. O.O!! Funny right??

OMG, I’m really laughing so hard right now.. That’s really weird when reading your friend’s comment on her wall post asking whether am I a friend of the person she added from my FB profile. LOL. I’m so gonna read the following comment / comments. That’s gonna be funny. :D

Just started watching SmallVille. Its nice!! I love Kent Clark!! Lana’s so much better than Lois. You guys should watch it, its a story based on Superman ;)

Alright, I have nothing more to talk about now. :P

Yours Truly

Movie

2010-05-30T00:14:00.001+08:00

I just came back from movie with friends. We watched Prince of Persia. The movie was damn cool !! But the ending is so lame. I was like “HAH?? THAT’S IT?? WADAFUG ==” and I was pissed off. I have no mood to talk about the movie. Read more about the synopsis of the movie. Its worth watching, I would say. DAMN, I was pissed off to the limit today. Not only that I bought the MOST EXPENSIVE pearl milk tea which is NOT worth the money & my stomach is starting to get funny now, but someone ‘put me aeroplane’ *literally* I need a sand bag now.. I wanna kick someone’s ass off!! ARGH!! OH DAMN! That’s ~~irresponsible~~ irresponsible is just not the right word. I have nothing to say about it. I just hate being put off.

Spring this morning was really crowded!! Show Lo’s coming to Malaysia, and so yea sure he must have lots of fans going to watch his concert right.. Someone recorded the video of him. Those people never stop screaming!! They were shouting all the way! OMG. Glad I wasn’t there this morning. Well, we did go to the stage and took some pics just now. I actually was standing exactly at where Show Lo was standing this morning!! LOL. Well, we are not supposed to step across the border to the stage rite. But we did. And ended up other people followed us, they were even worse. They actually dismantle the *I don’t know what to call that* the border thing. 0.0 Its not exactly our fault right?? Its not us doing that. We are so cursed by the security guard. Lolz!! Here’s some pics I took with my phone.

LOL Kenny

gay ==

But still I had fun today really. :) Thanks to wei hin, talking to him makes me feel a lot better, at least I wont get that pissed off :)

Yours Truly

Shit, my stomach is getting funny now.. shouldn’t have bought that Pearl Milk Tea. DAMN

What a day

2010-05-29T00:04:00.001+08:00

Its Wesak Day today, what a tiring day! I just came back from the parade, man I’m having arm & leg cramp now. But not as cramp as the day after band telematch. That was HAIL and torturing me!! Let’s not talk about it. The performance today wasn’t that great I would say, something went wrong I think. No one brings camera this year!! I should have reminded someone. So, we only managed to snap a few pics, its all uploaded on FB! Check them out :)

Here are some that I took from FB. Enjoy!

before parade starts

Look at the sky! nice isn’t it? Creation of God :)

Jubilee Ground

Us after the parade. My Besties. :)

From left: Karen, TSC, Shun Yan, Me, Ai Ling & Liu YI

That’s all for today. Its a short post. I’m off to bed now. Really tired. I had fun guys! :)

Yours Truly

YESH YESH YESH~~~ :DD

It sucks

2010-05-28T00:01:00.001+08:00

The line connection tonight is so SLOW!! argh, TVshack doesn’t even load. I’ve waited for almost an hour and the video keep on refreshing. It’s either the video loads but very very slow or it doesn’t load at all. There must be a glitch in the system. The net connection recently is quite slow though, system down. Argh, Streamyx sucks pretty much. But what to do? Its either Streamyx or Maxis & other kinds of broadband. So yea, can’t complain much. Its at least better than no Internet access at home right?

Oh man, I can’t believe I’m that careless and sloppy!! I left my stand at school, and totally forgot about it! I don’t even remember that I left my stand at school when I was practising clarinet at home. Luckily Yi kept my stand and pass it to me. If not.. sure its gonna get lost or either get spoiled. We had a Teacher’s Day Celebration at school today. Quite a lot of performances this year. I missed lots of them!! == coz having band practice. We did perform too this morning, just played 2 songs. Haha. The lion dance performance by our school’s Wushu club was quite entertaining. They actually won the Lion dance competition, first place. *applause* And there’s choir, singing by ISCF, dance, and drama. I missed the Drama, I wanna watch that.

I’m so bored now. I was planning to watch Glee on TVshack tonight. But it doesn’t load! Shit. I’m really dying to watch Glee, I missed 3 episodes!! I wanna watch Glee goes GAGA!! T^T

Tomorrow’s gonna be a busy day.

I feel like having a piercing. You know what, this the reaction I got from Ai Ling this morning.

Me: “Ling, I’m thinking of having piercing, do you know where to do the piercing?”

“我想要去打耳环，你知道哪里可以去的吗？”

Ling: *giving me the SHOCKING look* O.O “Are you kidding me??”

“你来什么风？？”

Me: zzzz ==’

Ciao guys!! :)

Yours Truly

Oh yeas!! The plan is on!! I had this awkward feeling right now… aw man… but I’m really looking forward to it! ♥♥♥♥♥

I want to watch Nightmare on Elm Street.. BUT… I don’t want Freddy Krueger to hunt me :(

The Little Things

2010-05-26T23:47:00.003+08:00

The little things, you do to me are

taking me over, i wanna show ya
everything inside of me
like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
my feet are stuck here, against the pavement
i wanna break free, i wanna make it
closer to your eyes, get your attention
before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance
Dont you mess up mess up I dont wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up dont you say that Id be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

And every time, you notice me by
holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things
i don't believe, that it could be
you speekin your mind and, sayin the real thing
my feet have broke free, and i am leavin
i'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but
i wont forget you, and i won't think this
was just a waste of time

So back up back up take another chance
Dont you mess up mess up I dont wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up dont you say that Id be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy

But don't just leave me hangin on.....

Update

2010-05-26T15:36:00.001+08:00

Oh YES! ITS FINALLY OVER!! After a month of lack of sleep, 2 weeks of studying + severe distress & 3 weeks of exam, and its FINALLY OVER!! Misery for the rest of May ends officially. WHOA, then here it comes the 3 weeks of long holidays! WHEE! :)

It has been a while since I updated my blog huh, (exclude yesterday’s post). Was busy studying for the exam. Well yea basically the exam was quite okay, except for some subjects which I really screwed much. That usual stuff.. My Biology sucks this time I guess.. Exam was okay, but the only major problem I fear most is the result I get. Should stop thinking about the results, I’ll just leave it after the THREE WEEKS HOLIDAYS!!

Hmm let’s see.. what should I update you guys with besides than exam.. let me recall

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Alright , I can’t think of any, just the recent. I’m really looking forward to the holidays!! Tell you what, before the exam started, I was already starting my countdown to Holidays! LOL. I’ve lots of plans coming up, activities here and there. Band performance for Teacher’s Day celebration tomorrow, the parade, outing with friends, camp at Unimas, trip to Bintulu and and no more I guess. I’m really excited and looking forward to the outing with my friends, I can’t recall when was the last time we all went out for movie in A GANG! I guess the last time was during January early of the year. Haha, We are going to watch Prince of Persia on Saturday night and hopefully it won’t turn me down. *pray hard* I’m going for a 3 days camp at Unimas next week :) This is the first time to camp overnight at other places though. I’ve never went camping before with friends, It’s gonna be a memorable experience I guess. I have no idea what to pack for the camp!! Shirts, blankets, toiletries, camera, and and all those stuffs. I don’t know what to bring to the camp, it’s like switching house, I felt like bringing all my stuffs over to Unimas!! How nice is that :D Then right after the camp I’ll go Bintulu for about 2-3 days I think. I don’t want to go there really If I had a choice. It's so boring at Bintulu!! No place to shop, no Internet what more to say to FB, no TV programs (that I like) to watch. I’d rather stay in Kuching. But, I can’t. If I chose to stay in Kuching, then no one’s gonna cook for me! I’m gonna die of starvation at home!!

Speaking of exam, makes me think of SPM!! I can’t wait till the time after SPM. That’s when we all graduate and leave for the school. A part of me is kinda looking forward for the day to come but the other part feels kinda sad to leave high school. == really contradict with each other statement huh. My Dad says he’s gonna buy me a BRAND NEW phone after I had my SPM! :) I didn’t even request for that. I think my mum told him about my ‘retarded’ phone. Not long after I’ll get my new phone (OR I MIGHT get my phone before SPM) :P I should start checking with new phones now. I really hope that Dad could bring me and Mum to Hong Kong right after me taking SPM. I want to go Hong Kong especially around end of December or early January. I wanna visit Disneyland, and visit Macau and those famous places in the Hong Kong Drama series, and meet up with the celeb!! But sometimes it needs planning, hopefully Dad could do some plans and not clash with his work. I want to visit HONG KONG!!! :(

It’s way pass my nap time now. I’ll need to take some nap after the long disastrous exam.

Yours Truly

Should I call? Or shouldn’t I?

Boredom

2010-05-25T23:00:00.001+08:00

Hey I’M BACK!! I’m alive!! Don’t be surprise that I actually survived the horrible torturing exam weekS! Well, I DID SURVIVED!! HAHA I’m pretty much alive right now. Haha.

Owh man, I’m so bored now!! I wasn’t supposed to blog tonight, should be studying for ~~test~~ exam tomorrow. But It’s only PSK (SIVIK) & PJPK (JASMANI) so who cares.. even if you shoot all the same answers or using logical thinking you’ll also get a “PASS” or “Credit”. Sometimes it’s really hard to not pass an exam especially in such subjects like PSK & Physics >< Even how hard you try to. You just can’t stop it unless you leave the whole paper blank and not writing any answers on the answer sheet. Lol. Well, you just can’t help it right, when you flip through the test paper and find that the questions are easy or more to common sense, you sure will answer them right? Don’t tell me you don’t?? I’M PRETTY SURE YOU CAN’T STOP YOURSELF FROM NOT WRITING THE RIGHT ANSWERS IF YOU KNOW WHAT EXACTLY THE ANSWERS ARE. Am I right?? It’s just the ‘temptation’. Well this is what I kinda agree with my physics tuition teacher. LOL. It’s more difficult to fail in exam than getting a pass in exam. ** NOTE** ONLY for certain subjects.

I’ve spent almost the whole day online and FB-ing. I can’t remember how many times had I log in to FB. See how bored I am right now. I’m so NOT used to it. I have SO MUCH time to waste that I feel a bit uneasy for not touching any book/ books today. Well I DIDN’T plan to read any exam related books today. But, things didn’t turn out quite right.. I FEEL GUILTY!! I don’t even feel sleepy today afternoon! Well, that’s quite unusual for me. I used to have my nap in the afternoon during the exam week. Taking nap could actually kill a couple of hours. Well, this is why, I always ended up not able to finish studying the the exam next day because I overslept. ==

So yea, I took my PJPK book and flipped through it page by page. But the most annoying thing is, I don’t even understand what the hell written in the book!! See.. no point reading when you don’t even understand anything, and most of all it’s non-academically related! zzz. Well, I wantED to read for the SIVIK test tomorrow too, BUT I LEFT MY NOTES IN MY DRAWER AT SCHOOL!! See, I can’t study even how much I wanted to.. SEE??

And the most suckiest thing of all, NO NICE TV SHOW tonight!! The only nice show just now was GLEE on NTV7 which I have already watched for 2 times == that sucks pretty much. All right, I have nothing more crap to talk about.. Chow lang.

Yours Truly

It’s less than 24 hours to Independence from now. I’m gonna declare Independence after that two papers tomorrow!! Wait for my next post tomorrow, I’ll update you all with anything and everything that happened within the past weeks and my plans for the weeks to come. :P

It seems like no one wants to chat with me tonight :(

NGEHEHEHE, I’m a lil excited right now, not because of independence but him :]

Lolies

2010-05-25T18:06:00.001+08:00

ONE MORE DAY!! And its officially over!! :)

Announcement

2010-05-04T18:39:00.001+08:00

I, owner of the blog, hereby announce that this blog is officially dead.

Please be noted that there won’t be any new post/ posts coming up within these 2 weeks.

Thank You.

Yours Sincerely,

This is what we call “M’sia Boleh”

2010-05-01T19:07:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really love going to PBK. Well, Maybe it’s because we get the chance to read newspaper like every week. And teacher always keep us updated with the latest news which I think really helps a lot. I just came back from PBK tuition just now. Teacher told us some news which is kinda ‘interesting’. In fact it shows the ugly side of M’sian cops. I guess I’ll be put behind bars if they found out. Ha ha. Well, I think you guys know about the Teen Shooting Case right? If you guys don’t know, click Here. It says an innocent 15-year-old school boy was shot by a cop just because he refused to stop his car. The kid was shot DEAD, I tell you. Pity him. C’mon la, even if the boy refused to stop his car, the cop shouldn’t open fire also right? He didn’t have the power to unless during live or dead situation. You see, he’s just only 15 years old, not even adult YET. And he’s UNARMED, nevertheless the cop its not even threatened, nor confronting any live or dead situation. They don’t have the right to discharge their fire arms anyhow they like. Those cops have abused their power really. So this is what we call “Malaysia Boleh” huh? Integrity? :/ So corrupted and KNS. I rather call myself a Sarawkian (or to be exact—Kuchingnites).

And, FYI, The National Printing Company Kuching (PNMB) opposite Sarberkas was on fire Last night!! OMFG! The whole building, including the factory, warehouse, office and everything got burnt down! Gosh! Well, we are supposed to send our printings for the school magazine to that company. Since It got burnt down, well which means we might need to send all those printings to other company. YaY! You know why? The quality produced last year wasn’t that satisfying and it sucks. We all worked so hard in doing the whole magazine and end up some pages missing here and there when the whole thing was printed out. GRRR. But then there’s another problem now, PNMB got burnt down, and who are we supposed to send our printings to? Zzz. Well, I think teachers will think of some ways.

Yours Truly

WTF, I didn’t lock my Ipod and it started to play music when I accidentally pressed on the button, during PBK lesson just now. Luckily the principal didn’t hear that. A least it’s not that loud. Phew.

Wonderful Definitions

2010-04-30T22:52:00.001+08:00

Conference

The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.

Compromise
The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece

Dictionary
A place where success comes before work

Conference Room
A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on

Father
A banker provided by nature

Criminal
A person no different from the rest
....except that he/she got caught

Boss
Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early

Politician
One who shakes your hand before elections and
your Confidence after

DOCTOR
A person who holds your ills by pills, and kills you by bills.

Classic
Books, which people praise, but do not read.

Smile
A curve that can set a lot of things straight.

Office
A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.

Yawn
The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.

Etc.
A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.

Committee
Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.

Experience
The name men give to their mistakes.

Atom Bomb
An invention to end all inventions.

Philosopher
A fool who torments himself during life, to be wise

I copied this from an email I received, interesting huh? Try think about it :)

Yours Truly

I miss that kinda look, that messy hairstyle, the huge watch & the very thing~ ;D

Craps you wouldn’t wanna read

2010-04-27T23:06:00.001+08:00

I’ve nothing to blog about really tonight..Instead spending an hour on FB, I rather spend that 1 hour here, even though its about nothing important. Wells, let’s just be for the sake of blogging. Just finished studied Form 4 Chemistry. Only able to cover up one subtopic on Chapter 7, Salt and Bases tonight. Damn, it’s so confusing! I don’t even understand what it’s all about in that subtopic. I need another reference book! Gosh the carbon chapter in Form 5 is a lot more easier than this chapter. Chemistry.. How the hell did they score full marks in Chemistry Paper? Should work harder on Chemistry. sigh. I’m having my ups and downs, things are all so piled up. A lot of events coming up, band practices, teacher days performance, clubs & kk reports and nevertheless exam , SPM. Mid year exam is so soon! ARGH its only 2 weeks from now! Gosh, I’ve just only started my revision. Time’s running out. The worst of all, most of the subjects cover up till all the Form 4 subjects. Shit. I’m so screwed.

I think I’ll just stop here. Nothing much to talk about anymore. See ya.

Yours Truly

Try viewing things in another perspective, maybe you might see things differently, the other way round. Sometimes, we are so caught up in who’s right and who’s wrong until we are unaware that we are actually the one making the greatest mistake.

Oh ya, I bought Plain Truth by Jody Piccoult! I love it!

Stuffs

2010-04-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

'Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.'

A sharp tongue can cut your own throat.

If you want your dreams to come true, you mustn't oversleep.

Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important.

The best vitamin for making friends..... B1.

The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.

The heaviest thing you can carry is a grudge.

One thing you can give and still keep.....is your word.

You lie the loudest when you lie to yourself.

If you lack the courage to start, you have already finished.

One thing you can't recycle is wasted time.

Ideas won't work unless ' You' do.

Your mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open.

The 10 commandments are not a multiple choice.

The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime!

It is never too late to become what you might have been.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.. So love the people who treat you right.. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong.. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late. I don't want to let that happen so I'm going to tie you to my heart so I never lose you. (The last sentence is so sweet!)

Somehow I think the last is kinda true. :) Well, something tacky happened and it’s troublesome. Oh wells, who to blame? =_=

So You Think You Can Dance?

2010-04-26T19:03:00.001+08:00

Hey guys don’t miss So You Think You Can Dance at 9 on AXN! It’s the season finale tonight! Beter don’t miss it or else you’ll regret! Adam Lambert and Leonna Lewis are on the show tonight! (Who cares about Leonna Lewis) :/ Yea yea Adam Lambert!! ;) Whattaya want from me

Yours Truly